January 2012
8 posts
"How can the America of yesterday teach the...
ARE YOU SERIOUS. What kind of question is that and how can I answer that in a five minute speech?! AT LEAST. Oh my god. I’m so stressed right now. I should’ve never taken this opportunity for extra credit because now I can’t back out -__- There’s too much things going on in my head at the moment. Too stressed. Too busy. Too lazy. Not motivated enough… -_____- I...
My tears always seem to lead back to you...
My pain is always caused by you nowadays. It makes me question are we even meant to be together anymore.
I hate trying to be your friend, I hate putting effort into getting our friendship back to where it once was when you obviously don’t care enough. You’re not worth it anymore, and I think I’m finally realizing it. I wish it never had to end this way, but I guess things change. You changed. I hate that. But I guess I can’t do anything about it. Say goodbye to this...
“I will never forget who I am. No matter how confused I get. I will never forget what type of person I am, what I believe in and the purpose of my life.”
-sobs-
As much as I want to believe it, nowadays I’m not sure what’s wrong with my life. I don’t know what to do anymore. I am beyond confused as who I am. I want to discover myself again. I want a new beginning....
Tonight, I am most definitely proud of myself. I actually asked for help in Ap chemistry from someone, and i learned… I have a big test tomorrow, and I’m so scared that I’m gonna get another F. But I’m staying up tonight just to study, I feel a little more confident. :3 I’m kind of happy too. Lol. It’s also me and my boyfriends 8 months tomorrow (: Honestly,...
I hope one day I'm strong enough to tell you my...
I haven’t been on tumblr to vent lately… There’s been so much going on with my life at the moment. I just don’t know where to start so I’ll give the basics. Over the christmas break, my sister managed to make me cry twice… She didn’t even care that she hurt my feelings, that she even called me a cry baby. I’m so stressed out because school is getting...
November 2011
3 posts
Vent time.
I am so glad I can cry quietly while my sisters practically next to me. I don’t even know why I’m so sad, and why I’m even crying at all. I remember how we talked about breaking up tomorrow.. And i don’t know. I’m thinking about it again, even though each time we make up, I say I love you. I’m so frustrated at the fact that I am mad at you and you still treat me...
I know I can do better, but I don't know why I'm...
Being a girlfriend is honestly too much sometimes.. I’ve thought about breaking up a few times too. But i don’t want to hurt him, and i’m not ready to give him up yet. but this is too stressing. I feel like i have a ton of weight on my shoulders trying to maintain my own life, while making you happy at the same time.
October 2011
2 posts
I'm a bad girlfriend that makes her boyfriend cry...
I honestly missed blogging.
I remember I used to post like 2 or 3 posts a day of just vents. Time’s just passing by me so fast. I miss it, alot. I wish I could blog again to let go of some of my feelings, but I don’t have enough time anymore. I’ve actually went through some rough patches the last couple weeks, but I can’t seem to put them into words anymore. I’ve lost my touch…
September 2011
4 posts
Why do I feel like crying right now… So stressed. No one to talk to. So much disappointment and anger running through me right now. I just wanna cry while doing my homework. I wish I had my own room.
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Before I start on my homework,
I’m like breaking down from all this stress from Junior Year. Having 3 AP classes suck, but I don’t have the guts to drop them. I’m literally tearing because I don’t think I can handle it. There’s so much going on right now, it’s killing me and it’s only the second day… I only know of one person going through as much stress as me, but I don’t...
I hate crying nowadays.
It's so cute when my boyfriend cooks me food :3
I always find myself smiling when I think about it (: He’s so adorable when he’s in the kitchen cooking me eggs or just about anything he has in his house. I always wrap my arms around his waist cos I just adore him so much (: He loves it when I do, especially when he does the dishes :3 lol. It brings me so much joy to me knowing he’s mine. (:
August 2011
12 posts
An update of my life.
I’m pretty happy right now. Life isn’t treating me too bad. I have a boyfriend who I rarely argue with, but we’re a bipolar couple so it’s fine. We’re mostly happy, but we have our moments. My relationship with my family has gotten better. They haven’t made me hardcore cry in about a month? Maybe. I play board games with my siblings very often for a couple hours...
This is a bunch of random vents.
It’s not the same saying “I love you” to my boyfriend & to a friend. It just doesn’t have the same meaning anymore. Tonight has been hectic since I heard about the problems my friend were facing. It sounded so much bigger than mines. I don’t even know why I cry so much over stupid things. I should be happy that I’m not depressed anymore. I should be happy...
I'M FINALLY SIXTEEN !
LALALALALA. I’M YOOOOOOOUNG STILL. Kay, I sound annoying. (:
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They are all $6 shipped! They light up when there is a call or text:)
I want this :3 I think I’m going to buy it even though I don’t have a phone. Lol.
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aveclaverite:
Bananas are naturally radioactive. This comes from the fact that they contain relatively high amounts of potassium. Specifically, they contain Potassium-40, which is a radioactive isotope of potassium.
Spicy food can protect your stomach lining, keep your heart healthy, help…
This was really helpful for me, lol.
My old “best friends” for like 4 years now.. I don’t know if I can really call some of them best friends anymore. In the end, I know we’ll all be able to get together and have a good time. But I feel like I don’t know much about them anymore :( I don’t see them, I barely talk to them & I can’t even see them as often as I would like. I’m even...
What I want for my birthday…
- A scrapbook (: I’ve always wanted to scrapbook in my free time, but I’m lazy to go out looking for one cos I’m so picky.
- Colorful pens! I just love anything colorful in general (: And I don’t like writing in black or blue pen during school.
- Stickeeeers! (:
- More chapstick!
- Cute paper to write notes!
- Body spray
- Lotion (:...
July 2011
9 posts
I sometimes wish my family read my blog so they can know about the things that they do that hurt me. My brother called me eczema girl about 20 minutes ago, and I’ve been crying ever since. We were playing a game of wheel and fortune and I’ve been crying in front of him too.. But he said “she’ll get over it”. I’m so not over it. I’m so sensitive when it...
Releasing unfinished thoughts.: Did you know the... →
weeeenhi:
For every different rose color, holds a specific meaning to each one. Which makes roses so intriguingly popular and beautiful for its symbolic and sentiment reasons. For those who are hopeless romantics out there such as myself, this may help you contrive of gift ideas and how to make them more…
My boyfriend just told me that on the day he asked me out, a bunch of people messaged him on facebook saying stuff like “Don’t do her dirty or make her cry, or ima beat your ass”. Lol. Omg. This made me smile. (: I didn’t know I had such great friends… I wonder who did that though.
Today has been a bad day… I just wanna lay in my bed and cry. I haven’t cried in a while. This feels weird. I guess the level of my happiness is starting to decrease. Cool.
I'm becoming anti-social
I’m so lazy nowadays that I don’t even wanna go out -__- it’s sad really. I declined out on a pool party today just because I’m lazy and I feel like laying on the couch all day. Lol. Omg. I really needa get out more.
ayyyeitsjulie asked: OMG KELLY! come over to my house tomarrow, for my birthday pool party thingy ! i didnt have your number to send you an invite ! but im inviting you now. LOL
June 2011
14 posts
obsessionjason:
If you’re Viet, press play.
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I miss giving/receiving wake up calls.
I lowkey dislike everyone.
I really miss my friends from elementary and middle school. The ones who I used to be really close to, but we’ve somehow drifted apart. It feels weird talking to them again, cos all we can ever say is how much we miss each other. I really want to see them all again, but truth is we never have the chance go reunite. When I have a car and I can drive, I’m seriously going to try to see...
I really have to be more careful. My family is so close to finding out I have a boyfriend.
A simple smiley face can change everything
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LMFAO.
Whoa. I just found out that I could’ve been a european, instead of an American. My family history to how they came to America is so interesting… :O I want to learn more.
I admit that I’m a nerd. But I don’t care. I got a 4.0 for both semesters of Sophomore year, but I’m mad that I could not get a 4.1, all because of Spanish. It’s so stupid. Only the mexicans got A’s in that class. -__- I know I still have a good gpa, but if I’m trying to get into UCLA, I have to work my butt off in junior year. My goal for next year is go get a...