I’m like breaking down from all this stress from Junior Year. Having 3 AP classes suck, but I don’t have the guts to drop them. I’m literally tearing because I don’t think I can handle it. There’s so much going on right now, it’s killing me and it’s only the second day… I only know of one person going through as much stress as me, but I don’t even talk to her anymore. At this point, I’m not even happy. I never really wanted to tell anyone though, cos it’s much more than people interpret. There’s only one day where I’m getting a break now, but even then, I have to do my homework. Along with High School classes, I have to deal with my Vietnamese school which is sometimes even harder than my AP classes… I really wish I had a break. I know this year is gonna be hell for me. I know this year I’m going to be busy. I know this year, I’m gonna cry my heart out every week. I know I’m gonna be disappointed myself if I even get an F on a test. I know I’m gonna feel like crap when I don’t meet mine, my family’s and everyone elses expectations. I’m so sad because I feel like there’s no one I can talk to this year. It’s just not the same. I feel all alone. But no matter what, I’m gonna try my best and I’m gonna succeed in the end. :(